Cerita Nazila

Few days ago I let one of my friend-as who I consider my sister 'Yolanda'. She is the one of the smartest friend that I've ever had since I was in university. At that time we always shared ideas&discussed many things primarily about Islam ideology. I found her more consistent than me...sometimes I feel so proud of her that when I was in Bogor-I was an inspiring person for those of my close friends but how could I find them now more productive than me. Even so, I don't want to lose my own thought. I m still thinking so far...and I think that one comment of her trigger me to think faster than before...being more critical than before and the most grateful I am that she is still consider me as the person to share with... Here is her comment to think over.... Living harmony, music harmony, melody harmony or harmony (one of one TV program in indonesia) seems its sound nice. When there were some differences be united in one swing. Something which alive is the one who

"Nothing happens until you make it happen" sounds impressive spirit.  Yeach, sometimes we face the impossible things to do. This trap mindset bring us live in miserable n desperation. We only think that life is end and no gain anymore. Well, personally I've just in such situation. firstly, I dunno how to overcome the conflict interest between people around me primarily to those who I really care about.  Everybody I believe wants to live in harmony until the rest of his/her life. In fact, we cant deny that everybody has his/her own world. everybody knows what is the best and suitable in his/her life. he/she only knows the consequences of every single matters that one do. Sometimes I am questioning on my mind, is it wrong if I stand on my own way? is it wrong if I struggle for what I believe while others against me? How can I live in a harmony? How can I convince others and me that what I do is the right path? I remember when I discussed with my students that everyone